Desember 10, 2008

Pemimpin yang baik rela mati demi anak buahnya.

Perjalananku disini akan sampai pada ujungnya.

Dimana aku harus menyingkir karena beberapa hal yang susah untuk dimengrti.

Saat Induk sudah tidak melindungi rakyatnya, apa yang bisa diharapkan?

Selain dari harus mundurnya Induk atau harus menyingkirnya rakyat itu.

Aku sebagai rakyat sangat sayang Indukku, aku siap untuk melindungi kapan saja aku dibutuhkan.

Waktuku stand by untuk perintahnya, diri ini siap dikirim kemana saja.

Hanya masalahnya, yang aku terima tidak sebanding dengan yang aku keluarkan.

Dunia adalah adil, adil juga antara input dan output.

Kalau salah satunya timpang, yang terjadi adalah ketidakstabilan yang akan merusak kinerja secara keseluruhan. Ketidakstabilan akan menjatuhkan salah satu sisi dalam system diriku sendiri.

System yang telah melakukan ini, system pula yang akan menyelesaikn ini.

Penghargaan sangat dibutuhkan disini, ga perduli siapapun kamu dan aku, ataupun dia.

Tanpa penghargaan, apalah artinya kerja keras dan tanggung jawab?

Uang dan pujian tidak berlaku disini.

Di ujung perjalananku, aku terhenti Karena “orang pintar”, karena keslahan prosedur, juga karena kepercayaan yang mulai luntur.

Prosedur bukanlah kesalahan, itu merupakan resiko. Resiko atas keputusan yang diambil cepat. Dan kita tidak butuh surat dan tanda tangan untuk selamat dari angin dan ombak di laut, kita harus memutuskan secepatnya demi kebaikan.

Apa aku salah karena memutuskan cepat? Aku ingin selamat, aku ga ingin semua tuduhan2 negatif saat aku memutuskan. Aku butuh DUKUNGAN.

Desember 03, 2008

Thank You for Loving Me

Sore2 nemuin lirik lagu di azlyrics.com.
ya emang hafal juga sih ma lagu ini, karena yang nyanyiin Bon Jovi..
diposting spesial untuk si Cantik Imut Lucu ini..

"Thank You For Loving Me"


It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

Song by: Bon Jovi
Written by: Bon Jovi

November 28, 2008

i'll be there for you


"I'll Be There For You"
Bon Jovi

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

[Solo]

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

always


"Always"

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

November 25, 2008

this day

hari ini...selasa tanggal 25 november 2008..
tempat: meja gw, kantor bagian promosi PC+ di palmerah/.. :D

kayak model surat tahun jebot..

hari ini bangun tidur dalam keadaan ga tentu..
beberapa hal sudah diputuskan tapi tetap ganggu pikiran..
beberapa hal sudah dimengerti tapi tetap kembali buat dipikirkan..
n hal soal Dia ga bisa berhenti diharapkan..
andai hal itu ada dari awal sayang,..

pagi ini nyampe kantor tepat waktu.
langsung duduk di meja gw yang da 3 hari ga gw tengokin..
buka email n ga ada unread email..
nyalain YM yang kayaknya rusak, langsung di close aja..
buka ebuddy jadinya..
trus ngurus surat2 lamaran yang bakalan dikirim via kurir..
lamaran?? iya lamaran kerja ke perusahaan lain, karena sudah diputuskan kontrak gw ga akan gw perpanjang.. (dengan memikirkan keluarga dan orang yang sangat gw sayangi)..
ngantar lamaran sembari ngambil honor jaga stand kemarin..

tetep kembali ke meja gw, karena hari ini ga mau keluar n ketemu orang2 di luar..
pengen menyepi..
diam tanpa diganggu..
enggak seorangpun yang akan ngerti soal ini..
enggak juga Dia..

perasaan yang dah jelas kenapa..gw terlalu berharap..
terlalu menantikan hal yang ga pasti..
hal yang hampir mustahil..
yang pernah gw nikmati dulu..
yang lenyap karena ulah gw sendiri..
hilang atas kesalahn diri sendiri..

salahkah aku karena mengharapkan sesuatu yang aku nikmati?